The Turquoise Blueprint

NEW MOON in ARIES – FIRE!

New moon happening in Aries 7 Apr 2016 @9:24:24 pm(aest) 18 Aries 04 degrees. Sun, Moon, Venus, Uranus all in Aries, Saturn and Mars in Sag, fire energy.

 

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Aries, the individual, are you really being yourself?

When you set your intention make sure you put a lot of that essences into it!

For many years now you have been pushed and pulled, for change, either you are making the changes for yourself or the cosmos is giving you a helping hand, well, it’s always helping you out, thanks to Pluto square Uranus, Saturn in Scorpio and many other planetary lineups, you, have had to, let go, face up to shit, get real and honest with your life.

Another year and layer of your story, depending on your birth chart it’s happening in all kind of ways, but it’s happening. The point and this is a universal point that a change is really needed for you to become completely in tune with who you really are, to do that, you have to let go of the old face and story that you have worn and of course not go back to it. That’s the tricky part.

Each year you get to begin again, Aries, back to you “I am”. Who are you really? Start with yourself first, what do you want, who do you want to be, how do you want to be seen and heard? The more you truly know yourself, you get to live the life you want, not somebody else’s version or life. Go discover yourself!

Aries is the new, a goal setter, pioneer, warrior, outward, expressive, action taking, sign, ruled by Mars, with Uranus conjunct the Sun and Moon, this adds a whole lot of, breaking away from the old, to be liberated, to feel free to have and be new. A fresh new start is here for you, if you are ready to leave the old, stale place behind.

This new moon ask yourself where are you feeling stuck or stale? That’s the place that needs to change, check out your birth chart to see where this will take place to help you out.

Uranus and Pluto are working away in the background , (it seems like they always are now) to help you break away from the old establishment, authority, order, to bring you into a place of freedom.

Uranus can bring the surprise, unexpected vibe to this, he really wants you to breakaway from the stale, shackles that my bind you.Pluto, can be fearful, intense, a dark place, asking you to transform areas you know that really need to change. All coming from somewhere deep inside = pain, struggle, Yeah, that’s sounds right, which also means your on track!

Mercury will conjunct Uranus, square Pluto, this has been building up, on 1 Apr 2016@ 6:37:20 am (aest) it will be exact, new information, news, insight, can come to you, from out of the blue.

Venus did Conjunct Chiron and South Node(past) all in Pisces, (Venus enters Aries, 6 Apr) on the 30th, 7:01:39 pm,  some wounds from the past came to light, this can be painful, but usually it wants some form of healing and releasing to happen. With South Node around it’s past emotion, pain, things from the past. Look at whatever emotions you feel here, work through it, Chiron can be painful, digs up the old wounds of the ages, it’s working for you to align yourself to know what to release and move on. As you are entering a new phrase, give room for the new to happen, Venus = Value, of yourself and for yourself and what do you really value?

Start thinking about yourself in a new way. In some cases just start thinking of You.

T square with Jupiter, Saturn, Neptune, all in mutable signs  brings in that big change, stay open, be adaptable, big word for this year. Dream big for yourself, make sure you do have a dream, no matter how big or small, very important this year, for you to make the changes you need. Jupiter is all about the faith have it, believe it, Jupiter wants you to be rewarded, bring you the goods. Saturn also want’s  you to manifest the goodies, here’s the catch, only if you work for it and take the action needed for you to get what you want. Between the two, they both are working in your favor, but you do have to put your part/action into it.

Both planet are in Rx during this new moon, here you have the time to go over, re -do, re access all the re words. Adjustments.

Sun trine Saturn, nice little connection floating in the background, in the fire elements, Sag and Aries, steady progress, be determined, stay focused, grounding, you can be rewarded here. As always be true and honest with yourself.

Leaving Pisces theme behind, out of the water, the dream, feelings, chaos, confusion, sensitivities, and yes it can be pain.

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Step on in……to Aries

Aries –  myself, my instinct, my identity, my power and will to create the life I want!

Adjustments – Alignments

Back to the beginning, what  a year of change, growth. What were you doing, thinking, being this time last year, in March, where are you at now?

Coming out of the chaos, confusion, you wrap things up with Pisces, the end of the zodiac to start new in Aries, a culmination of all that you have done, learnt, lived, felt, through the year. You come back to Aries, the self, you are here and where is that? Do you want to be here? Through choice, people, circumstance, situation, decisions made, you start a new, because you have too, as all things change.

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For me, many things have changed, moved house, after 15 years of living alone, now live with 3 people and a dog. Have had a big year of pushing through and making many adjustments, looking at fears, yeah, thanks Saturn. Breaking away from old habits and patterns, God, when you start to look, there are so many. Have gotten to know myself better, it’s all been very interesting, stressful, tiring, emotional but I have to say, now that I am here……. it’s all right, which I would never have believed at the end of 2014.

Anyways March is here, eclipse are too, setting the change, it’s often getting you back on track, this March make adjustments, fine tune yourself and surrounding, after all the things that have happened.

Libra/Aries full moon, a fresh new energy for a new start, bringing in the balance. Hopefully this fire and air combo will help you all out, get back up and go.

A shift is happening before the Full Moon, Lunar eclipse with Sun entering Aries on 20th, Mercury also enters Aries on 22nd, leaving behind and breaking you out of the Pisces chaos or party. Aries is the new beginning of the zodiac year, so happy new year!

You have had a bucket load of Pisces/Neptune energy for a while now, rules the 12th house, it’s the end/beginnings, things can get lost and, become clear, you can discover the truth once the fog or grog, dissipates. You may live in the dream, confused or have difficulty making decision, it can be all chaos and confusion,  but like I said once the fog goes, it gets real and very clear. With the eclipse just gone in Pisces, many may have had the rug pulled out from under, with that one, things end and begin.

Out of water, Sun enters Aries, fire, a new start, beginnings, fiery, ruled by Mars, it’s a very outwards, masculine energy, where your life can pick up, a fresh new feeling can come in. The Sun has come out of the deep blue sea, to shine more brightly. Got to look at life from a different, if a somewhat foggy perspective, got greater insight and understanding by being in Pisces, in old astrology Jupiter ruled Pisces as well as Sagittarius, both call for the truth, a higher truth your soul is calling for it. In Pisces it’s just harder to see, you have to wait for the fog or haze to disappear. Hence the chaos and confusion.

Mercury enters Aries, your thoughts, communication, insight can become sharper and more direct or directed. Being close to the Sun for a while you may find you do have some insightful moments. Could also be a time of acting on ideas, having the energy and courage to go forward, with Mars, Aries ruler, being in Sagittarius it encourages you to act and go, even though Mars is slowing down for the Rx period coming up. Letting go of the past.

Venus conjunct Neptune, then Venus is lining up with a square to Saturn, this is a backdrop happening, when the full moon happens. Venus is beauty, values and what you want. For me it’s about value and valuing, yourself, there is an element of value being placed on her transits and connections. Worth, in areas of love, money, relationships, beauty, attraction. With Saturn you may have a reality check, with things of value in your life, Saturn as you know is pressure, I always find it’s like a tight squeeze kinda feeling. You all know Saturn, he likes to keep it real. Where do you feel the squeeze coming from money, work, partner. Then that’s your reality check.

Eclipse is only a few days away on the 23rd, 10:01:04 pm (aest)  3 degrees and 17 minutes of Libra. 

Sun in Aries, Moon in Libra, looking at the axis of the I and others, partnership and relationship, intimate or business, one on one. Moon being in Libra, balance, harmony, fairness and trust. Hopefully this will bring you back to a centered place or at least a new starting point. Finding your balance again, get something solid under your feet, either in your thoughts or emotion, this feels very important for what is happening now or, for the future.

Saturn and Jupiter are square you are still having the expansion and contraction feeling happening. Jupiter in Virgo, work, reality, clean it up, details, whatever area’s in your life you know needs to grow, change and evolve, expand. Jupiter gives the push. Saturn in Sag have a big vision, goal, long term plan, at least an idea for your future. Sag is a sign of expansion, think, express yourself bigger, your truth, ruled by Jupiter. Saturn helps you to narrow things down, to help clean it up, make it workable and doable another reality check. letting go of the past.

Sun and Moon both in good aspects to Mars, energy and a more positive vibe, use the Mar’s warrior attitude to get you going and through things. Be passionate and inspired.

Check out where all this is happening in your birth chart, what house? To see how these eclipse will play out.

 

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Eclipse – changes.

It’s eclipse time already, March, buckle up, are you ready!

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This time of year around the eclipse time is usually a time that I find information or insight, intuitive feelings come to the surface they usually can give you some indication of what your life is going to be for the next 6 to 8 month it will bring core issues up, things  need to be brought to the surface, to come out to manifest. In most cases is not an easy time it usually does bring with it some challenges, facing and looking at life full on and it takes a lot of your inner power and strength, to do and say the things that you know deep inside. I feel like something is being exposed when the eclipses are here, then you are left to deal with the information that you have just been given, whether it’s from you or other people, it means it’s time for you to make adjustments, to let go, to be open..

Why does this happen, in my experience it’s usually about you, on some level waking you up, so you can truly and fully start to be the person that you know you really want to be, to live the life that you want, it can be an honest and very truthful time, will take some courage then of course you have to change, make adjustments, whatever it brings, it changes you, it can be exciting too, not just pain and stress, you may find that, you also are finally getting and living the life you dream of, and this can take just as much courage and strength,

Advice, just keep going, you’re not done yet. There is sooooo much more to you then this experience, and what I have learned over the years YOU ARE worth the wait.

 

Strategic Opportunity

 

 9th March 18°55′ Pisces,  New moon, Sun and Moon conjunct with the nodes, north and south, future and past, fate, the Karmic nodes. Things happen during this time, you are destined for change and it’s usually big and will impact your life for the next 6 month or longer, so whatever happens now is very important to your life and it’s God, Universe’s way of sorting it all out for you, and I am sorry to say, whether you like it or not.

With many planets in Pisces, a new moon, a new start, seed to plant, it’s the flow, water, magical, mystical, dreamer, other parts of the chart are challenging you to be more realistic, honest, making sure that it can work in your real world, not in the fantasy.

The light goes out for awhile and you cannot see, things move, get shifted, inner and outer, you are in the dark, this is when it all happens, invisible changes.Letting go, be open to receive the new.

Over the last few weeks, things have been coming up to be seen, many things may have already popped up from the unseen as this is very Pisces, coming out from the fog of delusion, illusion and maybe even a little deception.

Who are the players, Sun, Moon, mercury, Neptune, Chiron, South node all in Pisces.

South Node is the past, here you may have to let situations, people, something go, the south node is the past, the old way of doing and being, and unfortunately it can include people or things you love, it may even be an old attitude or pattern/cycle that is being taken away.

Mercury in Pisces connects to Neptune things can be a little confusing for a while. You come up for air and breathe and you will get clarity and see. Mercury your mind, will be a bit stressed or foggy, the other side is divine idea’s and inspiration, beautiful!

Chiron is close by, wounded, wounding and healing, is part of this, painful realization, through your pain you do grow and this plays apart.

Moon/Sun squares Saturn  Saturn, growth under pressure.

Things will be presented to you, stop, look at, this is for you to see, you may/or may not have to make a decision, which will be part of your future plans. This process will be important, rely on your intuition, instincts, gut response, do not rush, observation of all that is going on is important.

Sun/Moon opposite Jupiter, I love Jupiter, expansion, growth, wanting you to do this for your soul’s evolution. Push yourself beyond the place you are at, Saturn brings pressure,  of course these two are in a square, so there will be tension for this growth to happen. Looking at truth-facts, expansion – contraction, action – consequences.

Jupiter in Virgo, work, reality, clean it up, details, whatever area’s in your life you know needs to grow, change and evolve, expand. Jupiter gives the push. Saturn in Sag have a big vision, goal, long term plan, at least an idea for your future. Sag is a sign of expansion, think, express yourself bigger, your truth, ruled by Jupiter. Saturn helps you to narrow things down, to help clean it up, make it workable and doable another reality check.

Do you know, what you want! stick to it and go for it, eclipse changes the game though, removes some of the players, however this does not mean you can not reach or have what you want, you just have to find another way of getting there. Eclipses sort things out.

 

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The nodes of fate are now at work, sometimes it takes the work of decision making out of your hands, the universe steps in, turns off the lights, closes the curtain, you wait for the lights and curtain to turn on and open.

A new stage is set, and you, what will you do, now ?

 

This is an inner journey….be prepared to leave some part of you behind!

Saturn Rx in Scorpio…..he’s back!

Saturn moved into Scorpio on 5 October 2012. On 23 December 2014 Saturn enters Sagittarius. Then, on 15 June 2015 Saturn in retrograde re-enters Scorpio, before finally settling in Sagittarius on 18 September 2015.

Saturn stays in a sign for about 2.5 years, we get to really know the theme or lesson he wants us to learn, being in Scorpio he is taking you deeper, deeper into the realms of emotional, psychic, and psychological levels of your soul. He really wants you to clean out the basement; you know the place where you store all the shit about your life, all the fears that are tucked away, the murky place and feelings that lurk just under the surface which you try so desperately to keep hidden, but then of cause here comes Saturn, he’s bringing whatever tool, trick in the book to get you to face the fears and get your soul in gear, so you can start living a more true and real version of you. Unpack or release those emotions and get the fuck for real, he say’s to you on a daily basis. What is he doing? preparing you for the time when Saturn re-enters Sagittarius.

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It’s difficult with these two because they both like control and when you are filled with fear, control is very important, nobody likes to feel like life is unraveling all around them, there is no safe place to go or that feeling of completely losing control, or finding that you are always screaming inside. Finding the solid place within yourself, knowing that all will be OK, once you just get through it. And you pray daily that you do.

Well, he’s back now to really tidy you up and get you out. Remember you have had the visit from Saturn in Scorpio, by now you know what he is trying to show you or tell you. What do you have to open up to, be released from, so you can be transformed. You are being given another opportunity to go over and re-do the things you missed before, ideal time to put into place the things you perhaps wanted to do, but fear was hanging around and it’s get too much. Like really, you can only handle so much.

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Saturn in Scorpio is the guiding light for the lost soul, guiding you to find true expression of yourself and you know Saturn is the task master, come to teach your soul a few lessons, what he really wants to do is get you on track, to go, be or find your true calling, be really honest with yourself and dig deep to turn and purge your life, because if you are not being true and your just playing around, this teacher does not like it. My favorite line for Saturn is growth through limitation or pressure.

Taking and being responsible for your life is also part of this, and by this I mean being honest with yourself and living a true and honest life and then of course live it, walk it and talk it, this will become stronger when Saturn enters Sagittarius again, you still have to get real and work through the fear of allowing the full expression of you to come out.

Scorpio ruled by Pluto is the soul, evolution of the soul, to grow, transform, die and be reborn and it’s painful, honest, difficult, and ugly, in your face, messy, scary, and filled with fear most of the time.

If you know your birth chart look at the area or house that Saturn is in. This is the place he wants to help you change and be reborn in. My Saturn in Scorpio experience is at the very bottom of the chart 3 – 4th house, my inner, inner world and feelings the very core of my being. My home, roots, comforts and security and for most of the time I was really scared and filled with dread, feeling not very stable, I placed a lot of safety, security on the material/physical world, which is very Saturn, however I have realized that my inner, inner world my emotions/ feelings/intuition are the things that will keep me safe/sane and following my path.

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I did not enjoy all of the last 2 years or so, it was difficult and long, the time did open me up to finally start doing what I really wanted to do, it also has helped me really be my own authority by listening to my inner voice, if I go off track I really feel the pressure of this, and of course I am still learning as I go. I felt I had made many bad choices and was put to the test of keeping my head above the water, Scorpio’s water and many times I felt I was going down, down and down. And work, you have to do, that’s Saturn’s part, the daily grind of working it all out with the pressure of it all on your back. It all feels like a somber burden when Saturn is around, you don’t’ feel light and happy. However he does give you strength and toughens you up. You do grow up inside, plus you usually know yourself better for it.

I did not feel any relief until he finally entered my 4th house and I felt I could breathe again on some level, because he cannot go any further than the very bottom of the chart, feel some lightness enter the dark. Ha, even as I write this I can feel the fear creeping back into my chest and throat and my mind goes… what if I am wrong?

Ha! Right, let’s put that all back into perspective shall we.

Here you go again into the depths of Scorpio with Saturn guiding the way; YOU know you can do it, keep the fear in perspective don’t let it take over and run away with you, don’t let other people’s fears or emotions get you carried away. Keep it all in check. Please do not be controlled by it.

Saturn will enter Sagittarius again and this is when you will feel freedom at last, so get ready to fly……

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URANUS square PLUTO…..breakdowns and breakthroughs!

Not sure what to write there’s a lot happening in the sky for this week and also next, this is the week that it all starts and the thing is, it will be different for everybody depending where you are at on your evolutionary journey. I guess this is all building to the last square between Uranus and Pluto, the new moon @29 degrees Pisces, the eclipse plus the Sun entering Aries, so between now and the end of the month many and all things could or can happen.

What’s happening now is Mars is trine (with ease) to Jupiter on 10th, MARS conjunct (meets up for a new cycle of action and potential) Uranus on 11th, Mars squares (conflicts for growth) Pluto on 12th with this move Mars triggers it all, well, the square between Uranus and Pluto which will be exact on the 17th, it’s building up this week.

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What does it all mean, change, expansion, breakdowns so we can have breakthroughs, releasing the past and moving on, using all the energy passion, drive, determination, deliberate action to get us going and in some cases this has been more of a push/ shove, melt down with massive awakening to get us to just move, let go and grow, like hey…. have YOU changed already!

Hopefully the end result of all the Pluto square Uranus which started in 2012 will be worth it and transformative for you, and you have grown/ changed into the person you long to be, which usually meant you having to dig really deep into your shit, facing yourself full on and in some cases others, just to get the hell out again. That would be Pluto’s end and let’s NOT forget Saturn in Scorpio helping us to get really serious, dirty and real.

Here is a bit of info about the two in the mix.

Uranus ,God of the sky and the heavens, is the ruler of Aquarius (“I know”,air sign).The great awakener. The energies of Uranus are electric , sudden change , futuristic , celebrates originality , weird or quirky, willfulness, individuality and personal freedom. Uranus is associated with technology, innovation, discovery, enlightenment, progressiveness, objectivity, and the genius. Uranus is highly intuitive, represents the spark of intuition that spurs invention. Uranus is the rebel in us that will seek out change and one never knows with Uranus. He’s been in Aries so we have the warrior energy moving us forward and taking us to new places and new beginnings, and it’s usually done with passion, intention and a full on spirit.

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Pluto is the lord of the underworld and rules Scorpio (“I desire”, water sign). In astrology Pluto is all about death, rebirth, transformation, loss, power , sex, the occult, subconscious forces, whats below the surface, reincarnation and the soul . Pluto wants to transform things that have gone past their use by, he will take it away , remove, people, situation and circumstances for you to grow and change. Pluto takes away the old so the new can be built. It’s about evolution. He’s been in Capricorn, have a goal and plan, with a great deal of discipline, determination, strength, he’s wanting us to let go of the old structure to rebuild something, begin again, but let’s make sure it is real and in harmony with our true nature.

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Well, after next week, that will be the end of the square off between the big guns up there, but don’t worry they will still be lurking around other corners bumping into other planets to let you know that they are still with us changing, transforming the world with one breakthrough at a time.

How’s your life now, how have you changed since 2012? Have you taken the challenge on and gone with it or are you still struggling to maintain the same even through you may actually just want to let it all go.

It’s been a journey alright, with many highs, lows, twist, turn, breakdowns and breakthrough, laughs and rage, LOVE and fear, but most of all it has been …….LIBERATING!

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You Deserve LOVE ……you are lovable! V-Day card

“We accept the love we think we deserve.”
― Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower
And, yes like many of you, I have, sometimes still do believe i am a bit of a wallflower when it comes to love and dating. Wishing for the great love and romance but at the same time hovering in the corner saying to self please, let this one not be like all the rest or is it just me. I have come to the conclusion it’s not me! And I hope you do to.
Having relationships are very difficult, complex and I will write a blog on that, as I struggle with them, I will say that I have Saturn in Aquarius, Chiron in Pisces in the 7th house(partner house), Mars in Capricorn, words from my mentor Tom Kaypacha lescher “I want to shut the door on that one. or as another astrologer said to me once “you would rather poke yourself in the eye then have a another relationship”, I node YES to all.

However, being the optimistic Sagittarius that I am, I am still hopeful in the love department. I have not closed the door (I have slammed it shut for a while), my eye’s are still good, So with that……

Happy Valentines day.

Using the “romance angels” deck from Doreen Virtue, of course, i plucked a card or the day.

You Deserve Love-you are lovable!

Ha…. just what we all need to hear and know because we are, deep down inside we do know it!
This card is talking about not feeling good about yourself and the harsh life experience we often have, we do blame ourselves and in most cases we end up not loving ourselves and feeling not good enough. This is a reminder that we are more than worthy of receiving love and affection.
The image on the card is of a women in her power, strong, seeking what she wants, aiming for it with her eye definitely on the goal, feeling supported, confident and guided.
But, most of all-knowing that she can have that loving feeling, when she/he starts to believe in/trust her/himself, know she/he is SO much more than her past experience.
You have heard it all before, love yourself, so true, in many ways, as when you really, truly love yourself AND except you for all that you have gone through, all that you have done, you may actually start to believe that you have the heart to go out again, that someone may SEE you, except you and love you.
Believe me I know, it’s not easy, so maybe for a day we can put all the baggage and bullshit behind us, open up to love , enjoy the moment, cherish ourselves, connect with who we love after all it’s a day about LOVE, so spread it around.

V-Day falls when the Sun is in Aquarius , it’s the universal sign of L.O.V.E. unconditional love, love for all of humanity, global love for every single living thing. Moon will be in Sagittarius another freedom loving sign.

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Go figure it’s really big, big, big LOVE day.
And if you’re not partnered up (this is the day we dread) go out, treat yourself with kindness, be your own valentine, as love is an inner thing and at the end of the day we all have that.

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