The Turquoise Blueprint

Mars direct!

 

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Mars is now direct after being Rx since April 17th, first in Sag, then in Scorpio.

The planet of action, the action you take, it’s a very outward energy, he likes to do, by being assertive, searching for the new. Mars rules Aries and is cardinal fire, likes to start new things, plus have adventures.

But in Rx phrase he slows down, not so active or assertive, this can be very irritating, annoying, frustrating, can bring up anger and you feel pissed off or even ripped off.

He is going over stuff again, digs up, into your fears, frustration, makes you feel like you are blocked and it’s just difficult to get things going, or even finding the energy and drive to do.

That’s because in Scorpio for the last leg of Rx, was for you to slow down pay attention to the fears, your frustration, your anger, what did your emotions tell you, what did it bring up for you. Being in Scorpio it may have been around, money, intimate relationship, sex, death, deep emotions around fears of being powerless, just facing what is in you, what terrifies you a little or a lot.

Have you got what it takes!

Whatever it has been about for you, look at it, clear it away, work on it. Because Mars is now moving forward and this will unlock, unblock the way, hopefully a new pathway has been cleared for you to go down or follow, it will take courage to go forward with more conviction, as he would’ve dug up the fears/tears and now you have to go ahead, leaving the fears behind. Give him time to pick up speed as he is still in the shadow zone, let him gain some momentum.

Mars and Venus are in a nice little trine exact on the 7th of July, great time to be sociable, be creative, express yourself, attractions can be strong with these two. Can be quite a bit of stimulation when these two meet up. Both are in water signs, so, go with your feelings and flow. Generally it’s a positive time.

Mars moves ahead, action, you feel now as if you can take and make some.

Mars will enter Sag again, on the 3rd of Aug, @4:33:06 am, here you walk your talk.

You have to go out and get what you want, With the warrior’s heart, a fire burning brightly in your belly.

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NEW MOON in CANCER…. time to connect!

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“What lies behind you and what lies in front of you, pales in comparison to what lies inside of you”. Ralph Waldo Emerson

“What we achieve inwardly will change outer reality”. Plutarch

Sun, Moon, Venus and Mercury all in Cancer, cardinal water, Cancer is ruled by the Moon. This moon is in opposition to Pluto, trine to Neptune. Plus it’s watery. You may find some emotions, feelings, break on through to the surface. Pluto of course may add the extra intensity to them. Pluto across from Moon/Sun will be luring the emotions out from the inner you.

Cancer is emotional, feelings, you will feel and have many over the next few weeks. Use them wisely, soak them up, let them flow through you, over you, let them wash away, let them transform YOU!

Cancer/Capricorn is the axis of security/insecurity, inner and outer, build on the inner to help support the outer.

My feelings for this, after the air of Gemini, Mars Rx phase, you now have the opportunity to nourish, nurture, give yourself some much needed self-care, you may find it’s easier to act on your feelings and thoughts, give them some form or structure. You may find you are starting to feel like your old self or parts of you are coming back together, before you may have felt very disconnected, uncertain as if you or elements of your life have just been blown away.

Opposition to Pluto this may bring with it some major transformation from within, Pluto is about power, death, re-birth, the resurrection, on some level something is dying, or leaving to allow re-birth to begin. As with all deaths it not easy, it’s uncomfortable, painful and it may take a while for the true transformation to take place, this one more than likely has taken months to shift.

Neptune’s trine, this brings the higher energy of LOVE, go for it, strive to be it, get it, give it out.

Has to start within you first.

With the Cancer energy you may find that you feel the new starting to grow, connect to your deep inner world or feelings, get to the root of your feelings. Nourish them, nurture you. Cancer is the womb, the watery depths of the internal life, this is you being re-born. It’s a process, a slow one, bring it all back together.

I encourage you to use this new moon energy, to shift or change things around in your home and heart, make it more in tune and in alignment with what you want (Venus), what have you been thinking about (Mercury), Sun/Moon connect for the new moon to give you the opportunity to shift and change your emotional energy and frequency.

Cancer, home and heart, the fires from within are calling out for more nourishment, moisture, comfort and contentment. Pluto’s connection is asking for deep transformation to take place, and in this case it starts within the home and within your heart.

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To detach, then to bring to you what you want.Chrysalis tarot.

 

Full moon in Sagittarius!

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“All truths are easy to understand once they are discovered; the point is to discover them”.  Galileo Galilei

“Truth, like gold, is to be obtained not by its growth, but by washing away from it all that is not gold”.  Leo Tolstoy

“Hard times arouse an instinctive desire for authenticity”.  Coco Chanel

Second moon in Sagittarius in a month, opposite Sun in Gemini, conjunct Venus in Cancer, Moon square Chiron, Mercury opposite Saturn, square to Jupiter/NN and Neptune, triggering the grand cross, unstable energy.

Sagittarius questing after the holly grail and often finding disappointment along the way. However, like a true quest er, you gotta keep going. The more you look, the more you find and eventually you will find what your looking for!

Sun in Gemini, air, ideas, curious, moving fast and Moon in Sag, fire, meaning, truth, purpose, are looking at each other. Still working stuff out, what’s important and what’s not, what’s true, what’s not, turning that into some sort of wisdom and understanding, so you can use it go forward. 

Sun in Gemini, two moons in Sag, grand cross being triggered twice in a month, all very destabilizing, everything is up in the air, scattered all over the place. The veils of illusion have been blown away and it’s getting clearer and it’s uncomfortable.

What are you left with? it may have become quite clear to you what that is and what’s it really about, underneath it all is the truth waiting for you to look at. Peeling away the layers, to get to your truth.  

Circumstances change and you see it for what it really is, and it’s not easy because once this happens you have to make adjustments again to fit and realign with where your at now. It may in some cases even feel like you need to start over, with perhaps a new idea or fresh insight looking at it from this point in the here and now. 

Sun and Venus in Cancer, may be what you need after all the air, coming home, finding some nurturing, comfort and care. To warm the heart again, so you can feel inspired to keep questing, forging ahead, to go out and participant in a world you want to be part off.

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New moon in Gemini!

 

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New moon in Gemini.

You feel the pressure to make the changes, working out what’s real, what’s false? This is the inner struggle, to step out from behind the mask you wear, are you going to be true? Or are you going to fade back into the shadow.  You’re at the crossroads for change. You might make it or are you still faking it.

This new moon is happening with a mutable grand cross, a stable grand trine, Venus is conjunct the Moon and Sun all in Gemini.

I see Sun/Moon/Venus looking out to the cross and trine, your soul expression, feelings, values.

Venus has come along and asked you “what do you want.” You have to know before you can get. Know this now before Mars turns Direct.

They see Saturn in Sag opposite, are you being real about your future or future plans, and about yourself. Or have you been kidding yourself all along but now it’s serious, life is asking you to step up and own it, whatever it is that you have been playing at. Walk your talk!

Jupiter/North node in Virgo, do the work clear the past away, perfect it, clean it all up, be vigilant. Future has to be different from the past, work on ways to make it so.

Neptune/South node in Pisces, open up to new possibilities, believe in your big dream, step into the unknown, have faith, surrender over. Give it to a higher power. Here you may find you stay stuck in an illusion, delusion, fantasy, lala land. 

The trine is a supportive energy, Mercury, Jupiter, NN, Pluto, all in earth signs, to help you to truly manifest your goals and dreams, for transformation, expansion, fate and future. As this is stable it may keep you stuck or stagnant, so check in on this. If you do feel stuck or stagnant what change can you make, in realistic ways to open you up more, no matter how big or small.

Mars in Scorpio connects with Mercury in Taurus, dig deep to get your answers, don’t mess around here, face what’s going on inside, use your mind and emotions to sort out the stuff that comes up.

This moon in Gemini, take the time to think things through, this is change your thoughts change your life. Gemini is air changeable, not stable, things do not stay the same. This is the winds of change coming. Be open, do not fixate on a certain way or outcome, as it may not be or turn out that way.

Could be tricky with Gemini moon, known also as the trickster. Planting these seeds of your new intentions may be difficult to get them to stick, so with this one, plant them anyways, use your intention, and watch them flap around in the breeze, not really knowing where they will land and in some cases if they even will.

The masks come off,  the walls come down. There is no holding back now, you have come to far.

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Full Moon in Sagittarius…

 

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First full moon in Sag happening @7:15 am (east), 1 degree, conjunct Mars Rx, opposite Sun in Gemini, Venus in Taurus.

For this archer moon, I will hold back on shooting off my arrow until my aim, inner direction and eye are very sure about what, why and where, I am aiming for, instead I will observe, get a new or different perspective, get more info, weigh all things up, look around until I have the inner knowing or instinct before I pull back my arrow and shoot. If you shoot now, you could miss your mark. Things are still in the cauldron brewing for you.

Hang back for a while longer, let Mercury go direct, have the new moon in Gemini on June 4-5. Instead spend some time on going over your beliefs, attitude, spiritual concepts, finding and searching for YOUR TRUTH, Yeah….  your inner truth! This is a Sag moon after all, finding a life of true meaning, what’s really important to you. Venus is shining her light on you in Taurus, ground yourself, keep it simple, find time for some pleasure and peace. Her influence will hopefully balance this out.

Moon is conjunct Mars Rx, the warrior is wounded, needs time to gather himself before he goes back out, to recover and perhaps be more equipped. That’s you knowing more about what it is you want, who you want to be. Don’t be over reactive here.

Use the Gemini/Sag axis to think, get inspiration, learn something new, get a new perspective, but most of all position yourself, for the future action and steps you will take. To do this, you have to know where you are at now, and where you want to go.

Remember you’re still in the Rx phrase to receive, be receptive, re-do, go over, in many areas of your life. As usual there is a lot happening with this Moon. Saturn Rx in Sag, not to far away from Moon/Mars Rx, Mercury is getting ready to station, then go direct, Pluto/Jupiter/Mercury in a mutable trine supporting this, Plus 4 planets Rx.

This is the year of mutable change, adjustments, maneuvering yourself constantly, to get the best position possible for your future plans and goals. With Jupiter and North node in Virgo use this time to clean up, sweep away all the old, internal and external.

First moon in Sag is giving you the opportunity to go deep, with Mars right next door feel the intensity it brings you, be patient, keep on with the quest, follow the fire that burns within and with a humble heart keep moving towards dreams.

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Justice – balance, weighing things up. responsibility for actions. Wild Wood Tarot.

Jupiter Direct!

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Jupiter went direct on May 9th @13 degrees of Virgo. The doorway is open. After being Rx for about 4 months, the planet of luck, joy, expansion, growth, spiritual beliefs and attitude, is now going forward, will still be in the shadow till Aug. And with the big fella moving , hopefully now, will bring you the goodies you have been longing for.

Rx journey may have been a difficult one, wondering why, Oh, why, you weren’t getting the things you wanted, why was it difficult to get, it may have been painful, because you have been working at it, wanting it, having intention, plans, ideas, visions. You are ready!

Instead you had to do the inner, internal waiting game, going through the daily grind (virgo), of really watching, waiting, being patient. Going over it all again, redressing your life, looking at the things you have been longing to add to your life, to make it bigger.

Jupiter does want to bring you wonderful things, for your growth, to bring joy, luck, laughter, abundance and happiness, you just had to do the Rx pass to get really clear of what that is, here’s a thought, could you have it, bigger and better than even you, imagined for yourself. Maybe that’s the plan the universe has in stall for you and without the Rx phase you don’t have the opportunity to go back over all things. To really get into the details, how do you feel about it all, is it really, the perfect fit for YOU. 

Jupiter is in Virgo and yes, you will have to work for it, but Baby, you gotta believe that it will be worth it in the end.

And this Saggy girl, is going to believe that it is.

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8 of wands, energy picks up, swift, quick, movement. Blockages removed.  

 

New Moon in Taurus…..SLOW DOWN!

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New moon in Taurus, along with Sun, Venus, Mercury plus 5 planets Rx, I’m going with….. slow down.

Check in, see where you’re at, how do you feel in your body, mind and spirit.

Taurus ruled by Venus, rules 2nd house of values, money, resources, body and senses. Keep it simple, move along in a steadfast fashion, know what you want and where you are going, but most of all, do you have the inner resources/resolve to get you there?

Underlying this is the grand trine all in earth signs, you may be feeling slow and even sluggish, so watch out for that, you may just become too much into your body and senses, become lush and lazy. The trine is supporting you, as the earth signs do, giving you solid ground to build on, that’s what Taurus wants you to do. You may want to gather yourself and put yourself first, don’t be selfish, of course, which can be a trait of the bull, mine, mine, mine. Plant the seed of intention well in Taurus as it’s the sign of manifestation, it can make things real, once they know what it is they want, they will dig in, and go for it, with a purpose and a mission.

However take the time, moment, to settle into you, connect with your body, your wants and purpose, don’t be wasting any more time on things that you are not passionate about or will not really sustain you.

Relax, get in touch with your body, slow down, recover, rest, ground your ideas and yourself. Work at a steady pace, and do it well with meaning.

Enjoy the NOW of Rx and Taurus energy, Jupiter goes Direct on the 9th, you will find some of the lag gets a pick me up.

Grounding and slowing down, being in the present moment will also be a great idea to keep you from getting really uncomfortable and irritable, which seems to be every frigging day. Try not to get to far ahead of yourself during this time.

And Keep it simple, don’t complicate your life!

Fill your vessel up, so, in the long run you have much to share and use for the future.

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NEW MOON in ARIES – FIRE!

New moon happening in Aries 7 Apr 2016 @9:24:24 pm(aest) 18 Aries 04 degrees. Sun, Moon, Venus, Uranus all in Aries, Saturn and Mars in Sag, fire energy.

 

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Aries, the individual, are you really being yourself?

When you set your intention make sure you put a lot of that essences into it!

For many years now you have been pushed and pulled, for change, either you are making the changes for yourself or the cosmos is giving you a helping hand, well, it’s always helping you out, thanks to Pluto square Uranus, Saturn in Scorpio and many other planetary lineups, you, have had to, let go, face up to shit, get real and honest with your life.

Another year and layer of your story, depending on your birth chart it’s happening in all kind of ways, but it’s happening. The point and this is a universal point that a change is really needed for you to become completely in tune with who you really are, to do that, you have to let go of the old face and story that you have worn and of course not go back to it. That’s the tricky part.

Each year you get to begin again, Aries, back to you “I am”. Who are you really? Start with yourself first, what do you want, who do you want to be, how do you want to be seen and heard? The more you truly know yourself, you get to live the life you want, not somebody else’s version or life. Go discover yourself!

Aries is the new, a goal setter, pioneer, warrior, outward, expressive, action taking, sign, ruled by Mars, with Uranus conjunct the Sun and Moon, this adds a whole lot of, breaking away from the old, to be liberated, to feel free to have and be new. A fresh new start is here for you, if you are ready to leave the old, stale place behind.

This new moon ask yourself where are you feeling stuck or stale? That’s the place that needs to change, check out your birth chart to see where this will take place to help you out.

Uranus and Pluto are working away in the background , (it seems like they always are now) to help you break away from the old establishment, authority, order, to bring you into a place of freedom.

Uranus can bring the surprise, unexpected vibe to this, he really wants you to breakaway from the stale, shackles that my bind you.Pluto, can be fearful, intense, a dark place, asking you to transform areas you know that really need to change. All coming from somewhere deep inside = pain, struggle, Yeah, that’s sounds right, which also means your on track!

Mercury will conjunct Uranus, square Pluto, this has been building up, on 1 Apr 2016@ 6:37:20 am (aest) it will be exact, new information, news, insight, can come to you, from out of the blue.

Venus did Conjunct Chiron and South Node(past) all in Pisces, (Venus enters Aries, 6 Apr) on the 30th, 7:01:39 pm,  some wounds from the past came to light, this can be painful, but usually it wants some form of healing and releasing to happen. With South Node around it’s past emotion, pain, things from the past. Look at whatever emotions you feel here, work through it, Chiron can be painful, digs up the old wounds of the ages, it’s working for you to align yourself to know what to release and move on. As you are entering a new phrase, give room for the new to happen, Venus = Value, of yourself and for yourself and what do you really value?

Start thinking about yourself in a new way. In some cases just start thinking of You.

T square with Jupiter, Saturn, Neptune, all in mutable signs  brings in that big change, stay open, be adaptable, big word for this year. Dream big for yourself, make sure you do have a dream, no matter how big or small, very important this year, for you to make the changes you need. Jupiter is all about the faith have it, believe it, Jupiter wants you to be rewarded, bring you the goods. Saturn also want’s  you to manifest the goodies, here’s the catch, only if you work for it and take the action needed for you to get what you want. Between the two, they both are working in your favor, but you do have to put your part/action into it.

Both planet are in Rx during this new moon, here you have the time to go over, re -do, re access all the re words. Adjustments.

Sun trine Saturn, nice little connection floating in the background, in the fire elements, Sag and Aries, steady progress, be determined, stay focused, grounding, you can be rewarded here. As always be true and honest with yourself.

Leaving Pisces theme behind, out of the water, the dream, feelings, chaos, confusion, sensitivities, and yes it can be pain.

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Step on in……to Aries

Aries –  myself, my instinct, my identity, my power and will to create the life I want!

Adjustments – Alignments

Back to the beginning, what  a year of change, growth. What were you doing, thinking, being this time last year, in March, where are you at now?

Coming out of the chaos, confusion, you wrap things up with Pisces, the end of the zodiac to start new in Aries, a culmination of all that you have done, learnt, lived, felt, through the year. You come back to Aries, the self, you are here and where is that? Do you want to be here? Through choice, people, circumstance, situation, decisions made, you start a new, because you have too, as all things change.

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For me, many things have changed, moved house, after 15 years of living alone, now live with 3 people and a dog. Have had a big year of pushing through and making many adjustments, looking at fears, yeah, thanks Saturn. Breaking away from old habits and patterns, God, when you start to look, there are so many. Have gotten to know myself better, it’s all been very interesting, stressful, tiring, emotional but I have to say, now that I am here……. it’s all right, which I would never have believed at the end of 2014.

Anyways March is here, eclipse are too, setting the change, it’s often getting you back on track, this March make adjustments, fine tune yourself and surrounding, after all the things that have happened.

Libra/Aries full moon, a fresh new energy for a new start, bringing in the balance. Hopefully this fire and air combo will help you all out, get back up and go.

A shift is happening before the Full Moon, Lunar eclipse with Sun entering Aries on 20th, Mercury also enters Aries on 22nd, leaving behind and breaking you out of the Pisces chaos or party. Aries is the new beginning of the zodiac year, so happy new year!

You have had a bucket load of Pisces/Neptune energy for a while now, rules the 12th house, it’s the end/beginnings, things can get lost and, become clear, you can discover the truth once the fog or grog, dissipates. You may live in the dream, confused or have difficulty making decision, it can be all chaos and confusion,  but like I said once the fog goes, it gets real and very clear. With the eclipse just gone in Pisces, many may have had the rug pulled out from under, with that one, things end and begin.

Out of water, Sun enters Aries, fire, a new start, beginnings, fiery, ruled by Mars, it’s a very outwards, masculine energy, where your life can pick up, a fresh new feeling can come in. The Sun has come out of the deep blue sea, to shine more brightly. Got to look at life from a different, if a somewhat foggy perspective, got greater insight and understanding by being in Pisces, in old astrology Jupiter ruled Pisces as well as Sagittarius, both call for the truth, a higher truth your soul is calling for it. In Pisces it’s just harder to see, you have to wait for the fog or haze to disappear. Hence the chaos and confusion.

Mercury enters Aries, your thoughts, communication, insight can become sharper and more direct or directed. Being close to the Sun for a while you may find you do have some insightful moments. Could also be a time of acting on ideas, having the energy and courage to go forward, with Mars, Aries ruler, being in Sagittarius it encourages you to act and go, even though Mars is slowing down for the Rx period coming up. Letting go of the past.

Venus conjunct Neptune, then Venus is lining up with a square to Saturn, this is a backdrop happening, when the full moon happens. Venus is beauty, values and what you want. For me it’s about value and valuing, yourself, there is an element of value being placed on her transits and connections. Worth, in areas of love, money, relationships, beauty, attraction. With Saturn you may have a reality check, with things of value in your life, Saturn as you know is pressure, I always find it’s like a tight squeeze kinda feeling. You all know Saturn, he likes to keep it real. Where do you feel the squeeze coming from money, work, partner. Then that’s your reality check.

Eclipse is only a few days away on the 23rd, 10:01:04 pm (aest)  3 degrees and 17 minutes of Libra. 

Sun in Aries, Moon in Libra, looking at the axis of the I and others, partnership and relationship, intimate or business, one on one. Moon being in Libra, balance, harmony, fairness and trust. Hopefully this will bring you back to a centered place or at least a new starting point. Finding your balance again, get something solid under your feet, either in your thoughts or emotion, this feels very important for what is happening now or, for the future.

Saturn and Jupiter are square you are still having the expansion and contraction feeling happening. Jupiter in Virgo, work, reality, clean it up, details, whatever area’s in your life you know needs to grow, change and evolve, expand. Jupiter gives the push. Saturn in Sag have a big vision, goal, long term plan, at least an idea for your future. Sag is a sign of expansion, think, express yourself bigger, your truth, ruled by Jupiter. Saturn helps you to narrow things down, to help clean it up, make it workable and doable another reality check. letting go of the past.

Sun and Moon both in good aspects to Mars, energy and a more positive vibe, use the Mar’s warrior attitude to get you going and through things. Be passionate and inspired.

Check out where all this is happening in your birth chart, what house? To see how these eclipse will play out.

 

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Eclipse – changes.

It’s eclipse time already, March, buckle up, are you ready!

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This time of year around the eclipse time is usually a time that I find information or insight, intuitive feelings come to the surface they usually can give you some indication of what your life is going to be for the next 6 to 8 month it will bring core issues up, things  need to be brought to the surface, to come out to manifest. In most cases is not an easy time it usually does bring with it some challenges, facing and looking at life full on and it takes a lot of your inner power and strength, to do and say the things that you know deep inside. I feel like something is being exposed when the eclipses are here, then you are left to deal with the information that you have just been given, whether it’s from you or other people, it means it’s time for you to make adjustments, to let go, to be open..

Why does this happen, in my experience it’s usually about you, on some level waking you up, so you can truly and fully start to be the person that you know you really want to be, to live the life that you want, it can be an honest and very truthful time, will take some courage then of course you have to change, make adjustments, whatever it brings, it changes you, it can be exciting too, not just pain and stress, you may find that, you also are finally getting and living the life you dream of, and this can take just as much courage and strength,

Advice, just keep going, you’re not done yet. There is sooooo much more to you then this experience, and what I have learned over the years YOU ARE worth the wait.

 

Strategic Opportunity

 

 9th March 18°55′ Pisces,  New moon, Sun and Moon conjunct with the nodes, north and south, future and past, fate, the Karmic nodes. Things happen during this time, you are destined for change and it’s usually big and will impact your life for the next 6 month or longer, so whatever happens now is very important to your life and it’s God, Universe’s way of sorting it all out for you, and I am sorry to say, whether you like it or not.

With many planets in Pisces, a new moon, a new start, seed to plant, it’s the flow, water, magical, mystical, dreamer, other parts of the chart are challenging you to be more realistic, honest, making sure that it can work in your real world, not in the fantasy.

The light goes out for awhile and you cannot see, things move, get shifted, inner and outer, you are in the dark, this is when it all happens, invisible changes.Letting go, be open to receive the new.

Over the last few weeks, things have been coming up to be seen, many things may have already popped up from the unseen as this is very Pisces, coming out from the fog of delusion, illusion and maybe even a little deception.

Who are the players, Sun, Moon, mercury, Neptune, Chiron, South node all in Pisces.

South Node is the past, here you may have to let situations, people, something go, the south node is the past, the old way of doing and being, and unfortunately it can include people or things you love, it may even be an old attitude or pattern/cycle that is being taken away.

Mercury in Pisces connects to Neptune things can be a little confusing for a while. You come up for air and breathe and you will get clarity and see. Mercury your mind, will be a bit stressed or foggy, the other side is divine idea’s and inspiration, beautiful!

Chiron is close by, wounded, wounding and healing, is part of this, painful realization, through your pain you do grow and this plays apart.

Moon/Sun squares Saturn  Saturn, growth under pressure.

Things will be presented to you, stop, look at, this is for you to see, you may/or may not have to make a decision, which will be part of your future plans. This process will be important, rely on your intuition, instincts, gut response, do not rush, observation of all that is going on is important.

Sun/Moon opposite Jupiter, I love Jupiter, expansion, growth, wanting you to do this for your soul’s evolution. Push yourself beyond the place you are at, Saturn brings pressure,  of course these two are in a square, so there will be tension for this growth to happen. Looking at truth-facts, expansion – contraction, action – consequences.

Jupiter in Virgo, work, reality, clean it up, details, whatever area’s in your life you know needs to grow, change and evolve, expand. Jupiter gives the push. Saturn in Sag have a big vision, goal, long term plan, at least an idea for your future. Sag is a sign of expansion, think, express yourself bigger, your truth, ruled by Jupiter. Saturn helps you to narrow things down, to help clean it up, make it workable and doable another reality check.

Do you know, what you want! stick to it and go for it, eclipse changes the game though, removes some of the players, however this does not mean you can not reach or have what you want, you just have to find another way of getting there. Eclipses sort things out.

 

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The nodes of fate are now at work, sometimes it takes the work of decision making out of your hands, the universe steps in, turns off the lights, closes the curtain, you wait for the lights and curtain to turn on and open.

A new stage is set, and you, what will you do, now ?

 

This is an inner journey….be prepared to leave some part of you behind!

Saturn Rx in Scorpio…..he’s back!

Saturn moved into Scorpio on 5 October 2012. On 23 December 2014 Saturn enters Sagittarius. Then, on 15 June 2015 Saturn in retrograde re-enters Scorpio, before finally settling in Sagittarius on 18 September 2015.

Saturn stays in a sign for about 2.5 years, we get to really know the theme or lesson he wants us to learn, being in Scorpio he is taking you deeper, deeper into the realms of emotional, psychic, and psychological levels of your soul. He really wants you to clean out the basement; you know the place where you store all the shit about your life, all the fears that are tucked away, the murky place and feelings that lurk just under the surface which you try so desperately to keep hidden, but then of cause here comes Saturn, he’s bringing whatever tool, trick in the book to get you to face the fears and get your soul in gear, so you can start living a more true and real version of you. Unpack or release those emotions and get the fuck for real, he say’s to you on a daily basis. What is he doing? preparing you for the time when Saturn re-enters Sagittarius.

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It’s difficult with these two because they both like control and when you are filled with fear, control is very important, nobody likes to feel like life is unraveling all around them, there is no safe place to go or that feeling of completely losing control, or finding that you are always screaming inside. Finding the solid place within yourself, knowing that all will be OK, once you just get through it. And you pray daily that you do.

Well, he’s back now to really tidy you up and get you out. Remember you have had the visit from Saturn in Scorpio, by now you know what he is trying to show you or tell you. What do you have to open up to, be released from, so you can be transformed. You are being given another opportunity to go over and re-do the things you missed before, ideal time to put into place the things you perhaps wanted to do, but fear was hanging around and it’s get too much. Like really, you can only handle so much.

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Saturn in Scorpio is the guiding light for the lost soul, guiding you to find true expression of yourself and you know Saturn is the task master, come to teach your soul a few lessons, what he really wants to do is get you on track, to go, be or find your true calling, be really honest with yourself and dig deep to turn and purge your life, because if you are not being true and your just playing around, this teacher does not like it. My favorite line for Saturn is growth through limitation or pressure.

Taking and being responsible for your life is also part of this, and by this I mean being honest with yourself and living a true and honest life and then of course live it, walk it and talk it, this will become stronger when Saturn enters Sagittarius again, you still have to get real and work through the fear of allowing the full expression of you to come out.

Scorpio ruled by Pluto is the soul, evolution of the soul, to grow, transform, die and be reborn and it’s painful, honest, difficult, and ugly, in your face, messy, scary, and filled with fear most of the time.

If you know your birth chart look at the area or house that Saturn is in. This is the place he wants to help you change and be reborn in. My Saturn in Scorpio experience is at the very bottom of the chart 3 – 4th house, my inner, inner world and feelings the very core of my being. My home, roots, comforts and security and for most of the time I was really scared and filled with dread, feeling not very stable, I placed a lot of safety, security on the material/physical world, which is very Saturn, however I have realized that my inner, inner world my emotions/ feelings/intuition are the things that will keep me safe/sane and following my path.

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I did not enjoy all of the last 2 years or so, it was difficult and long, the time did open me up to finally start doing what I really wanted to do, it also has helped me really be my own authority by listening to my inner voice, if I go off track I really feel the pressure of this, and of course I am still learning as I go. I felt I had made many bad choices and was put to the test of keeping my head above the water, Scorpio’s water and many times I felt I was going down, down and down. And work, you have to do, that’s Saturn’s part, the daily grind of working it all out with the pressure of it all on your back. It all feels like a somber burden when Saturn is around, you don’t’ feel light and happy. However he does give you strength and toughens you up. You do grow up inside, plus you usually know yourself better for it.

I did not feel any relief until he finally entered my 4th house and I felt I could breathe again on some level, because he cannot go any further than the very bottom of the chart, feel some lightness enter the dark. Ha, even as I write this I can feel the fear creeping back into my chest and throat and my mind goes… what if I am wrong?

Ha! Right, let’s put that all back into perspective shall we.

Here you go again into the depths of Scorpio with Saturn guiding the way; YOU know you can do it, keep the fear in perspective don’t let it take over and run away with you, don’t let other people’s fears or emotions get you carried away. Keep it all in check. Please do not be controlled by it.

Saturn will enter Sagittarius again and this is when you will feel freedom at last, so get ready to fly……

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