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New Moon in Taurus…..SLOW DOWN!

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New moon in Taurus, along with Sun, Venus, Mercury plus 5 planets Rx, I’m going with….. slow down.

Check in, see where you’re at, how do you feel in your body, mind and spirit.

Taurus ruled by Venus, rules 2nd house of values, money, resources, body and senses. Keep it simple, move along in a steadfast fashion, know what you want and where you are going, but most of all, do you have the inner resources/resolve to get you there?

Underlying this is the grand trine all in earth signs, you may be feeling slow and even sluggish, so watch out for that, you may just become too much into your body and senses, become lush and lazy. The trine is supporting you, as the earth signs do, giving you solid ground to build on, that’s what Taurus wants you to do. You may want to gather yourself and put yourself first, don’t be selfish, of course, which can be a trait of the bull, mine, mine, mine. Plant the seed of intention well in Taurus as it’s the sign of manifestation, it can make things real, once they know what it is they want, they will dig in, and go for it, with a purpose and a mission.

However take the time, moment, to settle into you, connect with your body, your wants and purpose, don’t be wasting any more time on things that you are not passionate about or will not really sustain you.

Relax, get in touch with your body, slow down, recover, rest, ground your ideas and yourself. Work at a steady pace, and do it well with meaning.

Enjoy the NOW of Rx and Taurus energy, Jupiter goes Direct on the 9th, you will find some of the lag gets a pick me up.

Grounding and slowing down, being in the present moment will also be a great idea to keep you from getting really uncomfortable and irritable, which seems to be every frigging day. Try not to get to far ahead of yourself during this time.

And Keep it simple, don’t complicate your life!

Fill your vessel up, so, in the long run you have much to share and use for the future.

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Full Moon in Scorpio!

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Sun in Taurus opposite Moon in Scorpio @3:22:53 pm, 22 April 2016.

Full moon, a time of letting go.

How do you feel? do you have the strength, a strong inner core, for me that’s want Scorpio is all about, facing up to all the messy, icky parts of relationships, either within yourself or with others. Listening/being among all the crap, others people’s stuff, being flung and thrown about. How do you respond or react. It’s a trigger point, what’s it bringing up?, do you have the strength and know how to work through it,  transform it for you to become stronger and more powerful within yourself.

Don’t lose your power or give it away. Standing up and tall inside, is messy, we all have to go through it at some point, and with Scorpio in the mix, it’s rough and can be very emotional. So take a look inside, see what emotions are being stirred up, address them, release, find your core, surrender and accept that life is messy.

Use the Taurus Sun to ground yourself, be in your body, be aware of your emotions, as this is the way forward. If the core is stable inside this is the best building block for your life.

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Looking back to go forward!

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Rx periods I kind of welcome in some ways, I feel the pressure lift off, I have a chance to just relax, well, maybe step back a bit, instead of always being driven to do or create more. Let’s have a break, get the monkey of my back, see what comes back for/to me to look at before I go rushing forward again.

For now, I will reflect, to make sure I am going forward with everything I need and want!

Rx is the view from the earth, they don’t really go backwards. It’s a time of reflection, review, an inward phrase or journey as it reflects on the past. You are going over things, not a lot of forward movement when planets are Rx, there may even be delays, setbacks. Trick is to be very present, patient, slow down, pause and reflect. It’s an internal process. You’re looking back over things, emotions, projects, goals etc.

Check out your birth chart, to see where it’s all happening. Take it slow and steady.

Jupiter in Virgo –  January 7/8, 2016, Direct – May 9, 2016

Planet of expansion, freedom, truth, wisdom, knowledge, travel. You are guided to go inwards in areas of your personal beliefs, seeking a deeper meaning/purpose or truth for yourself, “I understand” is a good one, try to get some, in areas of life you struggle with. It’s in Virgo, great time to purge out, clean up, so more expansive, abundance can come into your life.

Saturn in Sag –  March 25/26, 2016, Direct – August 13, 2016

Planet of karma, tasks and lesson, growth through pressure, makes you face reality, he is the wise man. Wants you to do a good job, don’t take or make short cuts, do the work. Limitations is always around with Saturn, know yours, don’t take on more if you really know you can’t. Remember this is about reviewing your past, before you go forward. Learn from your mistakes, make wiser decision, understand yourself, (O, that’s a big one) Saturn gives you the lesson you learn this lifetime. Rx gives you the chance to re-visit them, understand them, grow up, become the wise one.

Mars in Sag and Scorpio –  April 17/18, 2016, Direct – June 29,2016

Planet of action, choice of action, desire, asserting yourself out into the world. He is your inner warrior. He can help you get what you want. When he is Rx, you may find your vitality is less, feel frustrated, feel like you’re getting nowhere, maybe you have gone as far as you can in certain area’s. Watch your feelings like anger, resentment, work it out or off in physical ways, like, exercise, sex ;), cleaning and scrubbing if things get to hot.

Mars revisits in Sag, beliefs, in Scorpio motives/motivation.

Pluto in Capricorn – April 18/19, 2016, Direct – September 26/27, 2016

Planet of death, rebirth, transformation, deep soul-searching, go deep, this planet will remove, bulldozer away anything that’s not real, true or authentic. Turn inwards, see the murky, bruised, messy parts of yourself, you know the parts, there the dark, deep ones around, sex, money, use of power and control. What’s behind your motivations, your desires. Are they really getting you what you want? Shine the light on them, see what comes up. You can transform them, become more powerful from within. Break away from old structures, build new meaningful ones. With Pluto ask yourself “do you feel powerful, how do you use your power, or have any power”.

Mercury in Taurus –  April 28/29, Direct – May 22 2016

Planet of communication, your mind, perception, thoughts, thinking. Rx time, double-check, take your time, listen, as mistakes and miscommunication can happen. Back up computers, read documents twice before signing, don’t rush in before you have all the details. During this time revisit your ideas and vision, come up with ways to revamp or reinvent, if need be. Tie up loose ends, wrap a few things up. Taurus, is about beauty, love, attraction and values.  

Situations, people from past can come back.

Be receptive/receiving during the Rx, they are a turning inward phase. Giving you an opportunity to confidently go forward, once you have gone over the past yet again.

Rx only bring back aspects of your life that you need to look at again.

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7 of coins, card of revision, pause, reflect. Going over what’s in front of you, before you go on. You only take what you really need or want.

 

NEW MOON in ARIES – FIRE!

New moon happening in Aries 7 Apr 2016 @9:24:24 pm(aest) 18 Aries 04 degrees. Sun, Moon, Venus, Uranus all in Aries, Saturn and Mars in Sag, fire energy.

 

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Aries, the individual, are you really being yourself?

When you set your intention make sure you put a lot of that essences into it!

For many years now you have been pushed and pulled, for change, either you are making the changes for yourself or the cosmos is giving you a helping hand, well, it’s always helping you out, thanks to Pluto square Uranus, Saturn in Scorpio and many other planetary lineups, you, have had to, let go, face up to shit, get real and honest with your life.

Another year and layer of your story, depending on your birth chart it’s happening in all kind of ways, but it’s happening. The point and this is a universal point that a change is really needed for you to become completely in tune with who you really are, to do that, you have to let go of the old face and story that you have worn and of course not go back to it. That’s the tricky part.

Each year you get to begin again, Aries, back to you “I am”. Who are you really? Start with yourself first, what do you want, who do you want to be, how do you want to be seen and heard? The more you truly know yourself, you get to live the life you want, not somebody else’s version or life. Go discover yourself!

Aries is the new, a goal setter, pioneer, warrior, outward, expressive, action taking, sign, ruled by Mars, with Uranus conjunct the Sun and Moon, this adds a whole lot of, breaking away from the old, to be liberated, to feel free to have and be new. A fresh new start is here for you, if you are ready to leave the old, stale place behind.

This new moon ask yourself where are you feeling stuck or stale? That’s the place that needs to change, check out your birth chart to see where this will take place to help you out.

Uranus and Pluto are working away in the background , (it seems like they always are now) to help you break away from the old establishment, authority, order, to bring you into a place of freedom.

Uranus can bring the surprise, unexpected vibe to this, he really wants you to breakaway from the stale, shackles that my bind you.Pluto, can be fearful, intense, a dark place, asking you to transform areas you know that really need to change. All coming from somewhere deep inside = pain, struggle, Yeah, that’s sounds right, which also means your on track!

Mercury will conjunct Uranus, square Pluto, this has been building up, on 1 Apr 2016@ 6:37:20 am (aest) it will be exact, new information, news, insight, can come to you, from out of the blue.

Venus did Conjunct Chiron and South Node(past) all in Pisces, (Venus enters Aries, 6 Apr) on the 30th, 7:01:39 pm,  some wounds from the past came to light, this can be painful, but usually it wants some form of healing and releasing to happen. With South Node around it’s past emotion, pain, things from the past. Look at whatever emotions you feel here, work through it, Chiron can be painful, digs up the old wounds of the ages, it’s working for you to align yourself to know what to release and move on. As you are entering a new phrase, give room for the new to happen, Venus = Value, of yourself and for yourself and what do you really value?

Start thinking about yourself in a new way. In some cases just start thinking of You.

T square with Jupiter, Saturn, Neptune, all in mutable signs  brings in that big change, stay open, be adaptable, big word for this year. Dream big for yourself, make sure you do have a dream, no matter how big or small, very important this year, for you to make the changes you need. Jupiter is all about the faith have it, believe it, Jupiter wants you to be rewarded, bring you the goods. Saturn also want’s  you to manifest the goodies, here’s the catch, only if you work for it and take the action needed for you to get what you want. Between the two, they both are working in your favor, but you do have to put your part/action into it.

Both planet are in Rx during this new moon, here you have the time to go over, re -do, re access all the re words. Adjustments.

Sun trine Saturn, nice little connection floating in the background, in the fire elements, Sag and Aries, steady progress, be determined, stay focused, grounding, you can be rewarded here. As always be true and honest with yourself.

Leaving Pisces theme behind, out of the water, the dream, feelings, chaos, confusion, sensitivities, and yes it can be pain.

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Step on in……to Aries

Aries –  myself, my instinct, my identity, my power and will to create the life I want!

Adjustments – Alignments

Back to the beginning, what  a year of change, growth. What were you doing, thinking, being this time last year, in March, where are you at now?

Coming out of the chaos, confusion, you wrap things up with Pisces, the end of the zodiac to start new in Aries, a culmination of all that you have done, learnt, lived, felt, through the year. You come back to Aries, the self, you are here and where is that? Do you want to be here? Through choice, people, circumstance, situation, decisions made, you start a new, because you have too, as all things change.

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For me, many things have changed, moved house, after 15 years of living alone, now live with 3 people and a dog. Have had a big year of pushing through and making many adjustments, looking at fears, yeah, thanks Saturn. Breaking away from old habits and patterns, God, when you start to look, there are so many. Have gotten to know myself better, it’s all been very interesting, stressful, tiring, emotional but I have to say, now that I am here……. it’s all right, which I would never have believed at the end of 2014.

Anyways March is here, eclipse are too, setting the change, it’s often getting you back on track, this March make adjustments, fine tune yourself and surrounding, after all the things that have happened.

Libra/Aries full moon, a fresh new energy for a new start, bringing in the balance. Hopefully this fire and air combo will help you all out, get back up and go.

A shift is happening before the Full Moon, Lunar eclipse with Sun entering Aries on 20th, Mercury also enters Aries on 22nd, leaving behind and breaking you out of the Pisces chaos or party. Aries is the new beginning of the zodiac year, so happy new year!

You have had a bucket load of Pisces/Neptune energy for a while now, rules the 12th house, it’s the end/beginnings, things can get lost and, become clear, you can discover the truth once the fog or grog, dissipates. You may live in the dream, confused or have difficulty making decision, it can be all chaos and confusion,  but like I said once the fog goes, it gets real and very clear. With the eclipse just gone in Pisces, many may have had the rug pulled out from under, with that one, things end and begin.

Out of water, Sun enters Aries, fire, a new start, beginnings, fiery, ruled by Mars, it’s a very outwards, masculine energy, where your life can pick up, a fresh new feeling can come in. The Sun has come out of the deep blue sea, to shine more brightly. Got to look at life from a different, if a somewhat foggy perspective, got greater insight and understanding by being in Pisces, in old astrology Jupiter ruled Pisces as well as Sagittarius, both call for the truth, a higher truth your soul is calling for it. In Pisces it’s just harder to see, you have to wait for the fog or haze to disappear. Hence the chaos and confusion.

Mercury enters Aries, your thoughts, communication, insight can become sharper and more direct or directed. Being close to the Sun for a while you may find you do have some insightful moments. Could also be a time of acting on ideas, having the energy and courage to go forward, with Mars, Aries ruler, being in Sagittarius it encourages you to act and go, even though Mars is slowing down for the Rx period coming up. Letting go of the past.

Venus conjunct Neptune, then Venus is lining up with a square to Saturn, this is a backdrop happening, when the full moon happens. Venus is beauty, values and what you want. For me it’s about value and valuing, yourself, there is an element of value being placed on her transits and connections. Worth, in areas of love, money, relationships, beauty, attraction. With Saturn you may have a reality check, with things of value in your life, Saturn as you know is pressure, I always find it’s like a tight squeeze kinda feeling. You all know Saturn, he likes to keep it real. Where do you feel the squeeze coming from money, work, partner. Then that’s your reality check.

Eclipse is only a few days away on the 23rd, 10:01:04 pm (aest)  3 degrees and 17 minutes of Libra. 

Sun in Aries, Moon in Libra, looking at the axis of the I and others, partnership and relationship, intimate or business, one on one. Moon being in Libra, balance, harmony, fairness and trust. Hopefully this will bring you back to a centered place or at least a new starting point. Finding your balance again, get something solid under your feet, either in your thoughts or emotion, this feels very important for what is happening now or, for the future.

Saturn and Jupiter are square you are still having the expansion and contraction feeling happening. Jupiter in Virgo, work, reality, clean it up, details, whatever area’s in your life you know needs to grow, change and evolve, expand. Jupiter gives the push. Saturn in Sag have a big vision, goal, long term plan, at least an idea for your future. Sag is a sign of expansion, think, express yourself bigger, your truth, ruled by Jupiter. Saturn helps you to narrow things down, to help clean it up, make it workable and doable another reality check. letting go of the past.

Sun and Moon both in good aspects to Mars, energy and a more positive vibe, use the Mar’s warrior attitude to get you going and through things. Be passionate and inspired.

Check out where all this is happening in your birth chart, what house? To see how these eclipse will play out.

 

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Eclipse – changes.

It’s eclipse time already, March, buckle up, are you ready!

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This time of year around the eclipse time is usually a time that I find information or insight, intuitive feelings come to the surface they usually can give you some indication of what your life is going to be for the next 6 to 8 month it will bring core issues up, things  need to be brought to the surface, to come out to manifest. In most cases is not an easy time it usually does bring with it some challenges, facing and looking at life full on and it takes a lot of your inner power and strength, to do and say the things that you know deep inside. I feel like something is being exposed when the eclipses are here, then you are left to deal with the information that you have just been given, whether it’s from you or other people, it means it’s time for you to make adjustments, to let go, to be open..

Why does this happen, in my experience it’s usually about you, on some level waking you up, so you can truly and fully start to be the person that you know you really want to be, to live the life that you want, it can be an honest and very truthful time, will take some courage then of course you have to change, make adjustments, whatever it brings, it changes you, it can be exciting too, not just pain and stress, you may find that, you also are finally getting and living the life you dream of, and this can take just as much courage and strength,

Advice, just keep going, you’re not done yet. There is sooooo much more to you then this experience, and what I have learned over the years YOU ARE worth the wait.

 

Strategic Opportunity

 

 9th March 18°55′ Pisces,  New moon, Sun and Moon conjunct with the nodes, north and south, future and past, fate, the Karmic nodes. Things happen during this time, you are destined for change and it’s usually big and will impact your life for the next 6 month or longer, so whatever happens now is very important to your life and it’s God, Universe’s way of sorting it all out for you, and I am sorry to say, whether you like it or not.

With many planets in Pisces, a new moon, a new start, seed to plant, it’s the flow, water, magical, mystical, dreamer, other parts of the chart are challenging you to be more realistic, honest, making sure that it can work in your real world, not in the fantasy.

The light goes out for awhile and you cannot see, things move, get shifted, inner and outer, you are in the dark, this is when it all happens, invisible changes.Letting go, be open to receive the new.

Over the last few weeks, things have been coming up to be seen, many things may have already popped up from the unseen as this is very Pisces, coming out from the fog of delusion, illusion and maybe even a little deception.

Who are the players, Sun, Moon, mercury, Neptune, Chiron, South node all in Pisces.

South Node is the past, here you may have to let situations, people, something go, the south node is the past, the old way of doing and being, and unfortunately it can include people or things you love, it may even be an old attitude or pattern/cycle that is being taken away.

Mercury in Pisces connects to Neptune things can be a little confusing for a while. You come up for air and breathe and you will get clarity and see. Mercury your mind, will be a bit stressed or foggy, the other side is divine idea’s and inspiration, beautiful!

Chiron is close by, wounded, wounding and healing, is part of this, painful realization, through your pain you do grow and this plays apart.

Moon/Sun squares Saturn  Saturn, growth under pressure.

Things will be presented to you, stop, look at, this is for you to see, you may/or may not have to make a decision, which will be part of your future plans. This process will be important, rely on your intuition, instincts, gut response, do not rush, observation of all that is going on is important.

Sun/Moon opposite Jupiter, I love Jupiter, expansion, growth, wanting you to do this for your soul’s evolution. Push yourself beyond the place you are at, Saturn brings pressure,  of course these two are in a square, so there will be tension for this growth to happen. Looking at truth-facts, expansion – contraction, action – consequences.

Jupiter in Virgo, work, reality, clean it up, details, whatever area’s in your life you know needs to grow, change and evolve, expand. Jupiter gives the push. Saturn in Sag have a big vision, goal, long term plan, at least an idea for your future. Sag is a sign of expansion, think, express yourself bigger, your truth, ruled by Jupiter. Saturn helps you to narrow things down, to help clean it up, make it workable and doable another reality check.

Do you know, what you want! stick to it and go for it, eclipse changes the game though, removes some of the players, however this does not mean you can not reach or have what you want, you just have to find another way of getting there. Eclipses sort things out.

 

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The nodes of fate are now at work, sometimes it takes the work of decision making out of your hands, the universe steps in, turns off the lights, closes the curtain, you wait for the lights and curtain to turn on and open.

A new stage is set, and you, what will you do, now ?

 

Sun – Neptune, from out of nowhere!

As I sit, think what to write about, so many things I could write about, but what’s really on my mind is  Neptune, God of the sea, you know it’s big, vast, deep, the bottom takes a lot to get too. Whenever I do an astrology reading I always use the deep blue sea to describe how a planet may work in Neptune or the 12th house. Imagine the Sun in the middle of the ocean, how would the Sun shine then, not so shinny or  sparkly, take more work, may even come out distorted. 

Sun conjunct Neptune Exact today, sun shines the light onto the hidden, so you can see. Shines the light onto the dream, brings things or situation into reality. of course there has been a build up here to this exact point. Lots of Pisces energy, the end. letting go.

 

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I struggle with Neptune the parts unseen, it makes me uncomfortable, I am realist, have Mars, Venus, South node, Mercury all in Capricorn, ruled by Saturn in my birth chart, and I am a Sagittarius Sun and Moon girl, so please no bullshit here, I am rather grounded and practical, however I love the dream and the magic, musical, mystical side of Pisces, I love the higher aspect of the Neptune/Pisces realms, I believe in a higher source, an intelligent mind, God/Goddess above, Gaia, I believe that there is more than this earth bound, physical, realm I live in. I like to believe in the synchronicity, serendipity, the sign from above.   

Over the last couple of months, well, years, really (Saturn in Scorpio, still shaky after that transit) there has been an unraveling of soul, to dissolve old patterns/cycle, fears, hidden or known, the dissolve needs to happen. So you can see the parts hidden to or from you, thanks to Saturn (reality), pulling/ripping away at the layers, unwrapping you till you become clear and clean (Virgo north node, future), with each new and full moon, things have been shown to you, if you have been paying close enough attention to what your inner self is trying to tell you, you have to stay on track, soul’s intention, no matter how difficult it is by what’s been thrown at you.

The internal compass, your heart’s intent is your guide.

Saturn in Sagittarius have a goal, aim for it, have a long term vision for yourself, very important, this will give you direction and focus, somewhere to head for other wise you can get lost or lead astray. If you do have a plan/vision/goal for yourself, your life, to get there you have to make sure that you are driven, committed to that plan, as you will be tested to stray from this goal as the ego can and will take over, particularly when things get difficult, you may want to throw in the towel. It all can be too hard. Saturn in Sag is also reality check time. Look at your beliefs it may be time for a new set, be truthful, the truth, real, honest, about yourself and your life, with the North node in Virgo and Saturn in Sag it is about doing the weeding, stripping the garden back, cleaning, purifying. This is also where the Saturn square Neptune comes in helping you bring the dream into reality but first let’s get the foundation, structure, solid, stable and pure. No good having a base that will be blown away when a good strong wind comes along, namely events and other people’s choices. All things align for you to make adjustments, know you’re on track, or if you are way off. It’s also a nine year, endings, things have to go for you to evolve and grow.

The veils of delusion/illusion are being parted and you can see. It’s also an aspect for you to look at, I think things are popping up now for them to leave, what is real for you? As in, what do you really want to feel like and be in your life. We are all being shown, do you want this or that? You choose, and in some cases you may be forced to, you may have something pop out at you to see what is really going on, as you may have been making choices not fully aware of what they were really about. The unseen is very Pisces/Neptune energy that’s where the deception part comes from, “from out of nowhere”, is a great saying for the magic or illusion of Pisces/Neptune.

 

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Life is like a maze, you have to keep going to get out, and it’s tricky at every turn, you thought that was the way, no, go back, go this way, this may take you a little further and you do feel better, more relaxed and even sure, then you turn again, this is a wtf! turn and you have to make adjustments, be resourceful (strength from within) and keep going. You think you’re at the end, and out, you realize you’re not, each day is a new day and each day is going to be different and for me I am always in a constant state of change and flux, each day my emotions, mood changes, nothing is really that stable at the moment and the eclipses are coming, so till they wrap up, it may be more of the same for a while, will have to wait and see what they bring you.

The Mantra from Kaypacha Lescher is a good one for now. From his weekly Pele report.

May I know the source of what,

Appears within my mind,

And only act upon that which,

My heart and soul align. – Kaypacha Lescher

 

Taking the practical, realistic approach to living a blissful life!

Leave the past behind and head towards your true north…… Is the message of the Nodes. Dreams into reality, through the everyday experiences and expressions of Virgo earthly and heavenly touch, as the Nodes change signs, south into Pisces, north into Virgo.

North and South Nodes (karma, past lives) of the moon are points where the Moon’s orbit intersect the plane of the ecliptic ( the apparent annual path of the sun in the heavens).

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North Node represents your future, gain, your future self, where you are headed, this can feel and be unfamiliar to you. You are learning, developing this part of yourself, the challenges you must work through to become whole in this lifetime. You can and will grow spiritually, this is your evolution of soul, a more fulfilling path. It can feel uncomfortable and you will often fall back onto the old ways of doing and being. Which is the south node.

South Node represents your past, past lives, these experiences and qualities come naturally to you, you know them very well and do them easily and you tend to want to stay here, habit patterns that you fall into without thinking, and instinctive behaviors. The South Node can be a point of undoing, your Achilles heel, will keep you in the same place, unless you develop and head for the North Node experiences and qualities. Consciously working on the qualities of the North Node can bring you to true happiness and fulfillment, however it can be uncomfortable, If you overemphasize and fall back on the qualities of our South Node, you may have a difficult time feeling personally satisfied and successful.

Sometimes I view this as a place to head to in a chart, the qualities of the north node can help you embrace your life, a way of releasing your past (south) habits, patterns. They are opposite on the chart, so what you are trying to do? is move your intentions, actions, being towards the north node, you all have this is in your birth chart, it’s not easy as this is unfamiliar territory. 

My north node is in Cancer (feelings), sensitive, flow, movement, slow and relaxed, comfort, nurturing, security, so, my south is in Capricorn (psychical security, detached emotions, money, work orientated) and I have to say for a good part of my life I was very Capricorn, cool, detached, aloof, work focused, to the point and some would say harsh or cold….. they we’re right. This way of being was not working for me, not in relationships, work, life. Life then tosses a few painful experiences at you, so, of course I then was faced with All of my emotions, feelings and sensitivities, Gotta say I did not like it! So, what’s a girl to do? I accepted my feelings, Yes…… Helen you have them, I was in despair (God, more like drowning) for a while and I struggled with them, it was i long process to get out of the emotional place I had got myself into.

The trick is now i know I am sensitive, have feelings, (many of them) and i now check in, on how i am feeling, and this of course has led to be more compassionate towards others feeling. When i listen and act on feeling, life is better, i do gain something rewarding in my life. And yes i still sometimes fall back into the Capricorn me as i know it so well, but now i know where i am at and what I am doing, I use my feelings, emotions and body to guide me and direct me.

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Having been in Aries and Libra from February 2014 – November 2015.

Aries, the individual expression – Libra, balance, relationship/partnership with others, how you are in them, how do you assert yourself with others, do you lose yourself or do you push your way on to others, of course the trick here was balance, fairness, listening, harmonizing, doing what’s good for ALL, but somehow still maintaining your true essence without losing it among everyone else.

Relationships may have been interesting, to the say the very least, you may also have had a very good look at yourself and at other people and how they play. This is the axis of projection and relating, to keep things fair, some of you may have given yourself away. Yes, some of you may also have found yourself.

Now the Nodes move into PISCES (south, past), Virgo (north, future) here you have a chance for some healing and getting real again, This axis involves, dreams and reality, the dream, water, imagination, to dissolve boundaries, to float away and escape, that’s Pisces – VIRGO, practical, details, logical thinking, plans, lists, work, focus, healing, earth, cleaning, real and reality.

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You have a chance to get real, you’ve had a good look at yourself, thanks to Saturn in Scorpio, Jupiter in Virgo, you’ve had a chance to change, grow, release, accept, move, face some fears, probably a lot of fears, here you are now getting real, coping with reality, out of the bubble, accept who you really are and what your like. Clean up time, dust yourself off, face Virgo’s North Node.

The point to work with spirit, for humanity, we are all in this together, whether you like it or not. Virgo’s role is to heal, and help, to use her earthy, practical, and logical approach to heal you first and then you can heal others through the work you do. Chiron is linked to Virgo, another healer, helping you to heal your wounds and humanity’s wound.

Have the dream, imagination of Pisces, don’t run away from the reality, you could get lost in the void or abyss, this is not the time to be doing that, get of the mountain top, look up from your belly button, get yourself awake, as now you have to take the practical, realistic approach of living a blissful life, this may require some work as Virgo is the essence of daily work, patience, goals, a plan plus logical thinking, details and hands on work.

Collectively, we are all going to be doing this, you start with yourself first, clean yourself up, get real with you, be honest, look at what area’s you can start with, what steps can you take/make for change to happen, to make it a happier and healthy life. Because the more you work on, clean up, get honest with, you then can move about the world and share this and this is part of the cleaning process for us all. Virgo is a very humbling sign as they can see the flaws in themselves (don’t be critical or picky) and that can turn into compassion and empathy not only for themselves but for all of humanity.  Not in the victim or martyr roles this no longer works, there’s no blame or shame, it’s healing work to become whole.

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Beautiful, perfect work (world) you can create, it may be a humbling experience to see what you can create, integrate it into the world.

Virgo – Pisces is also a very healing time, both of these relate to healing, wholeness and wellness. Let’s keep Pisces’s Faith as you are going to be needing a lot of that.

With the world as it is today, so much suffering, pain, loss, death, fear and hatred, it may seem like a difficult task, the nodes movement to Virgo may help to start the process of doing the work to clean up the mess we have created so far. Here’s to Virgo working her everyday magic!

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Look at you birth chart, check out where Virgo/Pisces is and see what house this is taking place for you. As these two will stay here for around 18-19 months.

One day in September.

Thursday’s big day of changes, Mercury Rx in Libra last for the year, Saturn finally OUT of Scorpio and enters Sagittarius, Jupiter and Neptune are exactly opposite, they have been heading for this all month.

So, it’s going to be interesting!

Jupiter in Virgo, earth and Neptune in Pisces, water, if you have been finding that dealing with your daily life has been difficult this could be why, you may just want to dream or be more in the flow, be creative, but the drudgery of working and daily stuff, keep popping up, making you face reality, these two could be why.

This can be like your being pulled into something, like a dream or the sea, the pull is strong, but you have pressing need to be productive, to be doing. it’s uncomfortable and tiring.

Both Jupiter and Neptune deal with spiritual growth and pursuits, you may be wanting to connect more into these things, expand your awareness in areas that help you grow, but do not be too idealistic here as you may find that you are let down, it’s best to stay grounded and realistic during this time. Jupiter would like you to expand where you are at, however Neptune can make you a little dreamy and can get you lost, be careful not to delude yourself here. This can be one of those ”it’s too good to be true times”.

This is a perfect time for a holiday or a few days off, where you can just float along and indulge yourself.

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And yes it’s that time of year MERCURY RX, again in Libra this time, last one for this year, as you do for all Rx, read the fine print, don’t make big purchase, communication is tough, back up your computer, etc, but you know life still goes on and so must you. You just have to move slower, allow your mind to slow down too.

Great time to re-do your thinking patterns, where does your energy go with our thoughts, time to clean up your thoughts, might be a good time to implement some positive affirmations on a daily basis, make up some mantras to go to when you find yourself in the old process.

Re-do, go-over, it’s all the re things and being in Libra it’s getting back to balance, equilibrium, you may find you really take your time in making decisions, take your time here don’t’ rush. You May find things confusing, your minds a muddle and communication in relationships may be strained so have patience with loved ones as Libra is about relationship too.

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Left the best till last…… SATURN leaves SCORPIO!!!

Wrapping it up, leaves here and will not return for another 28 years, bye-bye. The last few degrees have been emotionally intense, a big slog and difficult, Saturn moves into Sagittarius a fire sign, things will lighten up, however Saturn will still be teaching you some lesson as you go. But in Sagittarius you will be learning about a more meaningful, life with purpose, truth, integrity.

Will write more about this later, for now know it will involve structure around your goals, dreams, faith and beliefs, and of course hard work.

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WOW……that’s one day in September and we are just past the mid-point, you have the rest of September to go through, it’ gonna be, like I said,……. interesting.

This is an inner journey….be prepared to leave some part of you behind!

Saturn Rx in Scorpio…..he’s back!

Saturn moved into Scorpio on 5 October 2012. On 23 December 2014 Saturn enters Sagittarius. Then, on 15 June 2015 Saturn in retrograde re-enters Scorpio, before finally settling in Sagittarius on 18 September 2015.

Saturn stays in a sign for about 2.5 years, we get to really know the theme or lesson he wants us to learn, being in Scorpio he is taking you deeper, deeper into the realms of emotional, psychic, and psychological levels of your soul. He really wants you to clean out the basement; you know the place where you store all the shit about your life, all the fears that are tucked away, the murky place and feelings that lurk just under the surface which you try so desperately to keep hidden, but then of cause here comes Saturn, he’s bringing whatever tool, trick in the book to get you to face the fears and get your soul in gear, so you can start living a more true and real version of you. Unpack or release those emotions and get the fuck for real, he say’s to you on a daily basis. What is he doing? preparing you for the time when Saturn re-enters Sagittarius.

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It’s difficult with these two because they both like control and when you are filled with fear, control is very important, nobody likes to feel like life is unraveling all around them, there is no safe place to go or that feeling of completely losing control, or finding that you are always screaming inside. Finding the solid place within yourself, knowing that all will be OK, once you just get through it. And you pray daily that you do.

Well, he’s back now to really tidy you up and get you out. Remember you have had the visit from Saturn in Scorpio, by now you know what he is trying to show you or tell you. What do you have to open up to, be released from, so you can be transformed. You are being given another opportunity to go over and re-do the things you missed before, ideal time to put into place the things you perhaps wanted to do, but fear was hanging around and it’s get too much. Like really, you can only handle so much.

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Saturn in Scorpio is the guiding light for the lost soul, guiding you to find true expression of yourself and you know Saturn is the task master, come to teach your soul a few lessons, what he really wants to do is get you on track, to go, be or find your true calling, be really honest with yourself and dig deep to turn and purge your life, because if you are not being true and your just playing around, this teacher does not like it. My favorite line for Saturn is growth through limitation or pressure.

Taking and being responsible for your life is also part of this, and by this I mean being honest with yourself and living a true and honest life and then of course live it, walk it and talk it, this will become stronger when Saturn enters Sagittarius again, you still have to get real and work through the fear of allowing the full expression of you to come out.

Scorpio ruled by Pluto is the soul, evolution of the soul, to grow, transform, die and be reborn and it’s painful, honest, difficult, and ugly, in your face, messy, scary, and filled with fear most of the time.

If you know your birth chart look at the area or house that Saturn is in. This is the place he wants to help you change and be reborn in. My Saturn in Scorpio experience is at the very bottom of the chart 3 – 4th house, my inner, inner world and feelings the very core of my being. My home, roots, comforts and security and for most of the time I was really scared and filled with dread, feeling not very stable, I placed a lot of safety, security on the material/physical world, which is very Saturn, however I have realized that my inner, inner world my emotions/ feelings/intuition are the things that will keep me safe/sane and following my path.

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I did not enjoy all of the last 2 years or so, it was difficult and long, the time did open me up to finally start doing what I really wanted to do, it also has helped me really be my own authority by listening to my inner voice, if I go off track I really feel the pressure of this, and of course I am still learning as I go. I felt I had made many bad choices and was put to the test of keeping my head above the water, Scorpio’s water and many times I felt I was going down, down and down. And work, you have to do, that’s Saturn’s part, the daily grind of working it all out with the pressure of it all on your back. It all feels like a somber burden when Saturn is around, you don’t’ feel light and happy. However he does give you strength and toughens you up. You do grow up inside, plus you usually know yourself better for it.

I did not feel any relief until he finally entered my 4th house and I felt I could breathe again on some level, because he cannot go any further than the very bottom of the chart, feel some lightness enter the dark. Ha, even as I write this I can feel the fear creeping back into my chest and throat and my mind goes… what if I am wrong?

Ha! Right, let’s put that all back into perspective shall we.

Here you go again into the depths of Scorpio with Saturn guiding the way; YOU know you can do it, keep the fear in perspective don’t let it take over and run away with you, don’t let other people’s fears or emotions get you carried away. Keep it all in check. Please do not be controlled by it.

Saturn will enter Sagittarius again and this is when you will feel freedom at last, so get ready to fly……

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URANUS square PLUTO…..breakdowns and breakthroughs!

Not sure what to write there’s a lot happening in the sky for this week and also next, this is the week that it all starts and the thing is, it will be different for everybody depending where you are at on your evolutionary journey. I guess this is all building to the last square between Uranus and Pluto, the new moon @29 degrees Pisces, the eclipse plus the Sun entering Aries, so between now and the end of the month many and all things could or can happen.

What’s happening now is Mars is trine (with ease) to Jupiter on 10th, MARS conjunct (meets up for a new cycle of action and potential) Uranus on 11th, Mars squares (conflicts for growth) Pluto on 12th with this move Mars triggers it all, well, the square between Uranus and Pluto which will be exact on the 17th, it’s building up this week.

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What does it all mean, change, expansion, breakdowns so we can have breakthroughs, releasing the past and moving on, using all the energy passion, drive, determination, deliberate action to get us going and in some cases this has been more of a push/ shove, melt down with massive awakening to get us to just move, let go and grow, like hey…. have YOU changed already!

Hopefully the end result of all the Pluto square Uranus which started in 2012 will be worth it and transformative for you, and you have grown/ changed into the person you long to be, which usually meant you having to dig really deep into your shit, facing yourself full on and in some cases others, just to get the hell out again. That would be Pluto’s end and let’s NOT forget Saturn in Scorpio helping us to get really serious, dirty and real.

Here is a bit of info about the two in the mix.

Uranus ,God of the sky and the heavens, is the ruler of Aquarius (“I know”,air sign).The great awakener. The energies of Uranus are electric , sudden change , futuristic , celebrates originality , weird or quirky, willfulness, individuality and personal freedom. Uranus is associated with technology, innovation, discovery, enlightenment, progressiveness, objectivity, and the genius. Uranus is highly intuitive, represents the spark of intuition that spurs invention. Uranus is the rebel in us that will seek out change and one never knows with Uranus. He’s been in Aries so we have the warrior energy moving us forward and taking us to new places and new beginnings, and it’s usually done with passion, intention and a full on spirit.

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Pluto is the lord of the underworld and rules Scorpio (“I desire”, water sign). In astrology Pluto is all about death, rebirth, transformation, loss, power , sex, the occult, subconscious forces, whats below the surface, reincarnation and the soul . Pluto wants to transform things that have gone past their use by, he will take it away , remove, people, situation and circumstances for you to grow and change. Pluto takes away the old so the new can be built. It’s about evolution. He’s been in Capricorn, have a goal and plan, with a great deal of discipline, determination, strength, he’s wanting us to let go of the old structure to rebuild something, begin again, but let’s make sure it is real and in harmony with our true nature.

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Well, after next week, that will be the end of the square off between the big guns up there, but don’t worry they will still be lurking around other corners bumping into other planets to let you know that they are still with us changing, transforming the world with one breakthrough at a time.

How’s your life now, how have you changed since 2012? Have you taken the challenge on and gone with it or are you still struggling to maintain the same even through you may actually just want to let it all go.

It’s been a journey alright, with many highs, lows, twist, turn, breakdowns and breakthrough, laughs and rage, LOVE and fear, but most of all it has been …….LIBERATING!

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You Deserve LOVE ……you are lovable! V-Day card

“We accept the love we think we deserve.”
― Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower
And, yes like many of you, I have, sometimes still do believe i am a bit of a wallflower when it comes to love and dating. Wishing for the great love and romance but at the same time hovering in the corner saying to self please, let this one not be like all the rest or is it just me. I have come to the conclusion it’s not me! And I hope you do to.
Having relationships are very difficult, complex and I will write a blog on that, as I struggle with them, I will say that I have Saturn in Aquarius, Chiron in Pisces in the 7th house(partner house), Mars in Capricorn, words from my mentor Tom Kaypacha lescher “I want to shut the door on that one. or as another astrologer said to me once “you would rather poke yourself in the eye then have a another relationship”, I node YES to all.

However, being the optimistic Sagittarius that I am, I am still hopeful in the love department. I have not closed the door (I have slammed it shut for a while), my eye’s are still good, So with that……

Happy Valentines day.

Using the “romance angels” deck from Doreen Virtue, of course, i plucked a card or the day.

You Deserve Love-you are lovable!

Ha…. just what we all need to hear and know because we are, deep down inside we do know it!
This card is talking about not feeling good about yourself and the harsh life experience we often have, we do blame ourselves and in most cases we end up not loving ourselves and feeling not good enough. This is a reminder that we are more than worthy of receiving love and affection.
The image on the card is of a women in her power, strong, seeking what she wants, aiming for it with her eye definitely on the goal, feeling supported, confident and guided.
But, most of all-knowing that she can have that loving feeling, when she/he starts to believe in/trust her/himself, know she/he is SO much more than her past experience.
You have heard it all before, love yourself, so true, in many ways, as when you really, truly love yourself AND except you for all that you have gone through, all that you have done, you may actually start to believe that you have the heart to go out again, that someone may SEE you, except you and love you.
Believe me I know, it’s not easy, so maybe for a day we can put all the baggage and bullshit behind us, open up to love , enjoy the moment, cherish ourselves, connect with who we love after all it’s a day about LOVE, so spread it around.

V-Day falls when the Sun is in Aquarius , it’s the universal sign of L.O.V.E. unconditional love, love for all of humanity, global love for every single living thing. Moon will be in Sagittarius another freedom loving sign.

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Go figure it’s really big, big, big LOVE day.
And if you’re not partnered up (this is the day we dread) go out, treat yourself with kindness, be your own valentine, as love is an inner thing and at the end of the day we all have that.

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